she called me mad.
im jus makg sum comments abt the tv programmes.
den she says im mad cuz im talkg to myself.
she sumtimes oso talk to herself abt the tv programmes wad, thus shes mad?
call her mad den she nort happy.
unreasonable.
whole nite, shes callg me a madgirl, mad.
she kept usse the word "mad" to describe me when i made sum comments abt the actors in the show when no one is ard.
shes the one hus mad.
den say i kept play games. when i jus spend a lil' time on it.
n she wna use the com when i am using.
whres e tian li.
she complains abt me. i can take it. but she kept sayg im mad.
3 posts today.
im damn m00dy now.
im being EMO.
'lost the strength n liveliness in me.
'i cant get up.
will u stand by me when im down? will u be thre?

forgt to say tht we went to pasir ris park to cycle. taught jiahshin to ride. we'll teach u another tym! ate ben's n jerry's.
nt rilly nice though.
nort much choices of flavours. Hagen Dazs better. (;

' u jus dun seems to understand me.

she jus scolded me for nort being mature, n being a lil' child.
she said im a burden to her when i told her i needed surprises on my b;day.
she said she dowan to think of these.
this means she dun care at all.
n i nida a cake on tht day.
den she said the cakeshop wun bake a cake cuz its near CNY.
so? cant we jus go in a restuarant whre teres cakes?
n maybe SWENSENS?
teres surely a cake rte. SURE ENOUGH. i dun belive tht teres NONE.
shes jus dun wna do anythg abt it.
she say im the cause of evrythg.
i broke into tears.
she jus dun understand wad i wan.
As Simple as tht, i jus wan a happy n special b'day
n she doesnt care.
she scolded me for crying.
cant i jus cry? sumtimes its uncontrollable.
i dun intend to tok to her.
since lidat, her b;day is nth to me too.
she dun really praises me alot, n she kept those praises in her heart.
instead, she said negatively.
disappointed in her.

' take a step back, everything will b fine.

today started wif Maths, n ms cool came in wif her tight shirt!
i tink i flunked my maths ler luuhs.
she say careless mistakes e whole thingy rong leh!
wth! eew!
den eng. i jus sat tere staring into spaces n teh O taught NTH at all.
denn chi, siann but time flies to RECESS.
den go art, go com lab 3 ms toe wna teach us sth. hw to draw tis n tht. =.=

'everything seems BORING to me.

den history.
i gort called out by her. n asked why i nvr complete n ask me hw many inferences shld i wrt.
den she ask me i treat her lyk wad? l0ls =.= den gave me back the papers n redo.
i left her a bad impression yeah! wadeva!
my mind went blank. n forgt tht i nid to wrt abt 2 inferences n evidences.
t00t me.
im soo stupid! x)

o ya! audrey done my skin oredi! YAY- ness!
3 cheers for AUDREY!

'i need someone to be there for me.

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i love SURPRISES and PRESENTS esp on my birthdays!(:
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i really love filming no doubt about that! :D
i ♥ tears, laughters, sunshine, cheers all that brings me happiness!
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